negative capability

I am sorry about the fog.
Also I apologize for the histories
of China and Russia
how they didn't work out.
Excuse that I don't have a theory
of existence as Plato did,
and roll my eyes automatically
when anyone else does.
And I regret all the wars,
world and private. I am sorry
there aren't enough cheap thrills
to go around. Maybe later
I can make these problems better
by causing more of them.